stage fright from the back row

I went to java monkey cafe for poetry night. I wanted get up and read one of the poems I've wrote. But, I was too scared to get up and speak. So I sat in the back with my poems in my pocket and just listened. Maybe next time I will have the courage.

more progress on Young man Grown man poem

Young man Grown man, Do you know what love is?
What is that feeling?
Having never been taught to love but I didn’t question holding it in
Recipes for men often come incomplete made to seem simple blend
Leaving the cake to bake itself no love no yeast to rise
Like making a plant water itself underneath a cloudless sky
Free passes eagerly handed out
One for each and every no sense in learning till it is ultimately necessary
Or after several broken hearts whether ours or theirs
Young man Grown man You do not own their heart
Your are given it
Wrap it in loyalty inspired by respect and affection

True attraction isn’t going to be logical nor seem sensible
True attraction extends out further than 6 inches
But that’s the only way eyes can react
Let me guess, it all started with a vague, confused, non-defined purpose
Most men go into a relationship without a clear view of what they want.
Lust filled your eyes and you wanted run before you learn to walk
Cause it is much easier not to think about Now
Not familiar with Later
Young man Grown man you have spent your time running from people or attaching hopes to people you can’t have
Young man Grown man your mind is a pendulum
swinging from carpe diem to doubtful

In this digital world we want the perfect match
Living vicariously through our electronic harmonies, friendfinders, match, true, date.coms
WE want success with without work in a relationship
Contracting the construction to build our house out to others
Or trying to DIY projects without tools or blueprint on the fly
30 yrs gone by trial and error exhausted
Resentment and bitterness
Young man Grown man maybe we need to buy some tools

Young woman Grown Woman your unbuilt unrealistic floating castles leaves us men frustrated
no tool available can build that mansion villa or château pedestal ideal
mansion villa or chataeu pedestal ideal that you fail to realistically maintain
romantic novels, movies, or what you’re mama pretended to have for 30 years as the foundation

Thin line between fiction and non fiction

I wish I was a superhero. If I could be any superhero I have to say it is a tie between Superman and Batman. Superman for his amazing strength and moral code. Batman for his struggle with morality, his amazing strength and mental capacity as mere human. So I'm kinda of tired after flying around world today the world isn't short of disasters I tell you. I can't wait to put my feet up back at the fortress. Gotta run I'll keep you updated on my adventures.

I love this commercial. I love to see people passionately dancing with no inhibitions. You have to be so-called good you just have to be truely enjoying yourself as if no one is watching. WEBER

I'm back.

Wow so its been a little while since I have posted anything. But I'm back now! Alot has happen in the world since then like the many earthquakes from China to Chile. The Eyjafjallajokull volcanic eruption in Iceland. The mine explosion in West Virgina. The torrential rains in Brazil, the riots in Thailand,the tornadoes ravage parts of Oklahoma, a massive sinkhole shows up in Canada, the plane crash in Libya, the huge oil spill in the gulf of Mexico. Lots of pain around the world, I don't know if it is more than usual but it sure seems like it. I pray for all of those are rebuilding their lives now.